PLEASE HELP! (not that important tho)

this isnt that important so if you don't wanna read it you don't have to..
i dunno..he's so weird.. alex says he doesn't like me but when i put stuff like: "i'll never be enough for you" and "i'm sorry for thinking i'd ever have a chance i'm sorry" as my icons he gets all ticked off..and he's ticked at me for reasons he won't tell me. i can't believe i ever loved him..he's such a...how to edit how to edit... jackass for lack of a better editted word... he wouldn't give me a hug and i've been hugging him for like 3 years now..he won't give me a reason why he wont date me.. he says he doesnt wanna ruin our friendship..HELLO!! if he and leeann can go out, break up numerous times, adn still be friends why can't i have a chance? thats all i want..i'm not asking for forever here...just a trial period..i dunno maybe he's only being an idiot to stop me from hurting myself liking him..i dunno..anyone out there got any suggestions?